Synaxis TV

• 06/30/07 04:38 PM – My alarm thing is still working, though I have also been relying on the diphenhydramine… Correspondance (pleasure and determinism), the article with me in the Journal and Courier, slow cooker pot roast, and video feeds…
• 06/30/07 04:45 PM – I set my last video journal as a reply to Four Eyed Monsters on YouTube, and they posted a comment back. ( ^_ ) It was pretty cool. I think this a really good example of how new technologies inspire rather than destroy sociality.
• 06/30/07 11:40 PM – I just got back a while ago from reading at Starbucks. I finished Tiger’s Pursuit of Pleasure and got back into Deleuze and Guattari’s A Thousand Plateaus. I put my pot roast into containers when I got home (it seems to taste ok, but not stellar) and now I’m watching Episode 1 of Four Eyed Monsters’s video podcast. I took my diphenhydramine HCL earlier tonight. I’m going to try and get up 30 minutes earlier tomorrow morning. It’s hard for me to sleep because sleep is boring. To sleep I have to be too tired to pay attention to anything else that might be amusing, or I have to find an inner amusement that will ease me into sleep. Sometimes I can find a question that occupies my brain in such a way that I can sleep. Maybe it is similar to counting (unfortunately, that doesn’t work for me).
• 07/01/07 12:52 AM – Ok, so I watched all of the episodes (except 7.6 which is now downloading). It’s so incredible seeing the creative process behind the movie. Watching these videos makes me feel lucky that I am here at this moment to experience them, the way I might have felt watching the first performance of Mozart’s Requiem. This world sucks, and art is the only thing that really keeps me alive. I wish I could find a way to open up that side of myself.
• 07/01/07 02:19 AM – I just had my first real yawn. Why am I not more tired? I played my viola and now I’m catching up on feeds.

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